Wu Jinluan seemed somewhat uncomfortable and unnatural.
"Look, Mr. Wu also feels the same way," said another female disciple, slightly pouting in sympathy for Si Yan.
"I... this..." Wu Jinluan looked flushed.
Wu Jinlan has been with us for a long time. Although I haven't detailed my private affairs, Wu Jinlan can tell, and the distance between me and Si Yan is the best answer.
His discomfort and unnaturalness can only have one reason.
It's because he feels that how could Mr. Gong say anything? dare to say? Only then he would feel flushed.
I became the one who heaved a sigh.
"Maybe it's because of her current situation, she originally agreed to come back to the mountain gate with me, but she failed to return." I paused before speaking: "The master brother is looking for her, and I will order more forces to look for her as well."
The female disciples said a lot more, and then they left.
Wu Jinluan wiped away his sweat slightly and said: "Women can be troublesome, but only old Master Gong can handle it well."
I burst into laughter.
"Each person has their own preferences. Wu Zhongkuan died at his wife's hands, and his emotions have affected Master Gong a lot. Perhaps, the greedy and lewd nature of the beggar is a bit more normal due to Wu Zhongkuan's influence. At least, he can be guided and controlled by Sister Lu." I replied.
"Yes, otherwise, something would eventually go wrong." Wu Jinluan sighed softly.
"If he meets a strong-willed woman, the reputation of the Si Guoshan will be tarnished, and perhaps that's why Sister Lu went to guide him. Of course, it's not out of the question that Master Gong has had a colorful experience."
"Perhaps, some things done by Lu Daozhang will be implanted in himself, it's not necessarily." Wu Jinluan sighed with a smile.
"It's not a big deal." I shook my head.
In fact, the female disciples gathered to speak with me. In order to avoid affecting them, I walked to the dining hall. So earlier, while walking and talking, we were already outside a peach grove.
Further ahead is the Lingguan Hall.
Through the sparse peach trees, you can see the loneliness of the Lingguan Hall.
Lonely...
Did Han Jin not impart his insights to the elders because of what I said?
"It's faint in front, the atmosphere isn't good." Wu Jinluan was slightly unnatural and said: "I have lived in Si Guoshan for a long time. I can understand that Lingguan Hall is the residence of the true person."
"Before, the True Master still..."
I opened my mouth to interrupt Wu Jinluan's inference: "Elder Han lives there."
"Uh..." Wu Jinluan was very direct. "Let's turn around first."
I remained silent for a moment before saying: "I will go and have a look."
As we walked forward, Wu Jinluan hesitated but eventually followed me.
The main gate of the Lingguan Hall is open.
Han Jin still sits on a tatami mat in the same way as before.
However, the tatami mat he had broken earlier has been cleaned up.
With his head bowed, Han Jin looks like a corpse, and his breathing has become very weak.
"I, Elder Han." I called out.
Gradually, Han Jin lifted his head. It seemed he hadn't slept for a long time, with many red bloodshot veins in his eyes.
"Luo Xian Shen."
"I know you've returned. I thought you wouldn't come here, I'm, quite surprised."
Han Jin's voice was slightly hoarse, and the sense of loneliness became even stronger.
"Master Uncle, have you not sought out the elders and disciples?" I asked directly.
Han Jin laughed, his shoulders shaking, the corners of his eyes were fine lines, and it seemed as if he were about to cry.
"How do you know that I haven't?" Suddenly, the smile stopped.
Han Jin didn't sit on the tatami mat anymore, he appeared in front of me, only a few inches away from me!
"I, I lowered my dignity and actively sought out the elders and disciples, enlightenment, I imparted."
"In the past few days, it was bustling here!"
"Just as I fully disclosed everything without reservation, what did I get in return? Even greater loneliness!"
"There will be some disciples who come here, but I feel their smiles are very insincere!"
"No one has genuine respect. The elders still look at me with an odd gaze! But with a bit more relief!"
"What are they thinking? Lu Xian Shen, you say!"
Han Jin's voice was exceptionally loud, almost roaring, with saliva hitting my face.
"Consider me a useful tool? Once used, discard me like a shoe?"
Han Jin suddenly reached out and grabbed my throat.
Wu Jinluan's face turned pale in an instant. He immediately took out a crash bell.
I raised my hand and pressed down, signaling for Wu Jinluan not to move.
Han Jin's hand did not really exert force. He was originally very angry, but soon, that anger turned into a sense of bitterness.
"You know it yourself." My tone did not change.
But my breath was blocked, and my face began to turn slightly red, with a stinging pain in my neck.
Han Jin's hand slightly exerted force.
Then he finally let go.
"Bestow favor, receive favor, yet one cannot put the fault behind?" Han Jin's voice was even more hoarse: "Why?"
"You impart enlightenment because you want to turn the page on mistakes, not because you want Si Guoshan to be good?" I asked counterclockwise.
For a moment, Han Jin fell silent abruptly.
"Elder Han, you have not truly atoned for your sins. What you did was what you should have done. Just because everyone accepted it doesn't mean they can forgive you. Sometimes, when one makes a mistake, it really does take a lifetime to make up for it." I shook my head again and said, "If I were to do it, I would think that being able to stay in Si Guoshan is enough. No matter how they look at me, as long as Si Guoshan is good, and all that I have can be returned to the sect, what's the matter?"
"I don't believe you are so broad-minded." Han Jin opened his mouth again and shook his head again.
"Your talent and the resources Si Guoshan obtained at that time allowed you to make great progress in your strength. And by escaping the middle white, you also managed to achieve what it takes to become a 'Plague Solution True Man', and even gain existence. Uncle Han, do you not feel that your strength comes from a lot of luck? Like Tian Gong Spring, you should have been controlled by resentment and died with corpse maggots flowing out. You were afraid of death and kept struggling to stay alive."
"Therefore, your state of mind is not yet enough."
"Therefore, you are not broad-minded. Without those corpse bugs and corpse poison, your emotions are all exposed, which is your true nature."
"You are capricious, selfish, and prone to anger. You always think that once you've done something, others should forget the evil you've done in the past. But this is Si Guoshan, not a Buddhist temple."
My words were extremely decisive.
"Be quiet!" Han Jin raised his hand, as if he was about to strangle me again.
"If you can't figure it out, you will continue to be so angry, and with this level of anger and unrestrained emotions, your strength will only go this far. You have no chance of going any further. You don't have the possibility of expelling your vital essence and achieving immortality in the next life. Perhaps you won't even be able to become a Daoist in your next life. Perhaps you'll just be an ordinary person who is unknown and insignificant. Perhaps even worse, you may not be human at all." I added.
"Lu Xian Shen! You are audacious! You are noisy! Do you think I won't kill you!"
Han Jin's forehead had bulged with veins, like a string of insects.
But I knew he would never get another bug.
Because he had lost the qualification!
If he didn't breakthrough, when he died, he would only be ordinary.
"You dare?"
"You, can you do that?"
"You, why don't you go to the Thunder God Cliff?"
"Because you know that this Si Guoshan is actually all part of the Thunder God Cliff. It's just that Master Ci Yu usually stays in one place, and if he wants to, he is everywhere in Si Guoshan."
"How are you going to kill me?" I spoke a few words, causing Han Jin to clutch his chest and retreat repeatedly.
